My dad dying, in my family, is a good thing. He has been suffering for soo long and for him to move out here and see all his children doing !!!WAY!!! better made it easier for him. He went in his sleep with no suffering.
!!!MOVING ON!!! i got a 3.0 last term, spring break is over (one fucking week, whatever), and Spring Term starts tomorrow morning !!!I AM SOO EXCITED I WANT TO KICK CORE IN HER PANOCHA!!! ...j/k... ...hmhm... ...kinda...
So these past 40mins or so i have been thinking about what i'll say to dad when i see him tomorrow. One major thing that kept pulsing through my mind to tell him is "God is resurrecting you." not will or is going to, but "Is." as "Of this moment.". 13mins ago Di calls to say "Dad past away.". So was that me needing me to tell him this or is it God telling me "I have."?
Other than that my parents are to be moving out here this Thursday. For all who do not know, my dad is dying, i am told he has a month to live, and then i am told my mom may not last much longer after that cause her and dad have been together for almost 50 years ...48 i think...
Core if there is anything i have ever wanted you to do for me, it is for them to meet you, your still a huge part my function. If you were not still some part of my life i would not be looking for a relationship like the one we had. My search still continues. The women i meet seem to not like "Through thick and thin." ...i miss us {[...
